I wake up in the morning half expecting to wake up from this dream to find that I'm having healthy babies, or that I'm only having one baby since its still surreal that we are having twins. It's just hard to imagine having a baby that's going to be fighting for life from the moment they are born.
I have no idea how severe her condition will be until after my appointment in a little over two weeks, and may not know till she is born, but it gives me comfort knowing that my little boy could come out healthy and be some comfort while we are going through all of this.
Every day now I look at my daughter Olivia and am so thankful that she is the healthy terror that she is. As much trouble as she likes to get into now a days, she's perfect, and I took that for granted.
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